Supportive and Proud Weather She Likes it or Not!!

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Hi guys, I had a pretty good weekend, lots of hanging out with friends and some getting things done around the house.

Changed - unfortunately my W self esteem is very low, it really all ways has been even when things were good. no matter how great I tell her she is she does not believe it. she also is over shadowed by the fact that early on I found my dream job adn she has been constantly searching for hers. we are high school sweetheart so no other men, witch is another card stacked against us I am sure she feels like she has not had that experience so wants too. Real issues in our M, that would be really nice to know, she wont now or before talk to me about any of them, she just needs to find her self.

I know that was quick and dirty, but I am on the way to work. I am not sure how that all sounds but I am VERY detached at the moment and have been for weeks so its hard to really think about it, she is on the other side of a huge wall I have built for now.