Well, this has actually been a pretty good weekend. I am not sure if the meds are finally kicking in or what...After my day on the couch with Stephanie Plum I had a productive day on Saturday and continued to sort through my piles of files from the office re-org. I found the missing Argo folder...it was upside down in a file box, so I couldn't see the label on the tab. I think "being unfocused" and "not able to concentrate" are part of the symptoms of depression, and I think that could be why so much stuff went missing this summer.
I took Argo with me out and about both days. We went to Farmer's Market and I got fresh basil and made a nice batch of pesto. We are working on him not being so "reactive" when he sees another dog or (especially) a kid on a skateboard. I did a little garage sale shopping and scored a good backpack for $5. I haven't had one for quite a while, I think one of the kids commandeered my last one.
I have found a few good job possibilities on the job boards. Way closer to home! Which would be best because I don't really want the expense and hassle of moving and renting out my house. I have to keep my spirits up, I feel that the "right" job has to come through one of these days! I was just watching America's Next Top Model and one of the girls there auditioned 30 times!
So as Frank says,
That's life, that's what all the people say. You're riding high in April, Shot down in May But I know I'm gonna change that tune, When I'm back on top, back on top in June.
I said that's life, and as funny as it may seem Some people get their kicks, Stompin' on a dream But I don't let it, let it get me down, 'Cause this fine ol' world it keeps spinning around
I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, A poet, a pawn and a queen I've been up and down and over and out And I know one thing: Each time I find myself, flat on my face, I pick myself up and get back in the race.
That's life I tell ya, I can't deny it, I thought of quitting baby, But my heart just ain't gonna buy it. And if I didn't think it was worth one single try, I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly
I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, A poet, a pawn and a queen. I've been up and down and over and out And I know one thing: Each time I find myself laying flat on my face, I just pick myself up and get back in the race... (modified just a tiny bit...)
So...Job apps and work from home tomorrow. Have some stuff to do to prepare for my "abundance"
Remember when I was preparing for my beloved?
Well, I need a little bit more cash on hand before I'll be ready for him. So now I am preparing for that!
SG
Survival Goddess "The most common way people give up their power is by thinking they don't have any." -Alice Walker
