I hate the lonliness. It makes me lose focus of my goals. Hang in there Frank tomorrow will be work and you will have something to occupy your mind.
Yeah, I know. I still want someone to tell me there is hope, that we will be able to make our marriage work. But, I have to agree with AmyC in that there will be no hope till I let it all go.
and that is just a long slow process. It goes faster when I don't see or talk to her for days.