My H is still living with OW but he tells me every so often that he wishes he could erase all of the stuff he has done. It is like he is paralyzed! The guilt he said he carries inside of him is overwhelming and no one can know what it is like unless they have been in his shoes.
I think it is easy for those of us on the outside to say, well then get out of the mess and do the right thing but it is like they cannot do it--yet.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19
