random Dommage

[Dom R]

Trixi: the danger would be "less", if I kept to my choice of not dating others.

In theory.
Although at this point, it's looking pretty extreme either way.
Tonight, she basically admitted she has had sex with someone else.
Not just "sleeping next to someone".
I knew she had at least "slept next to" someone, more than once. There was just a small question in my mind, of whether there was actual sex.

and it's fairly clear, then, that this is ongoing sex now.
With this idiot 26-year-old.. who is also still married... and 8 years younger than her.


The only remaining question in my mind of that area, is whether it was just the most recent schmuck, or whether he's the 2nd or 3rd. I'm thinking he's possibly the 3rd, actually. But now I know for sure, he's at least "one". and "one", is "one too many".
Particularly since she's still screwing him.

I'm no longer wearing my ring on my "ring finger".
wearing it on my right hand. for now.

Sad thing is, I just gone done talking to my children.. TODAY... about how we are still married, and that's why I still am wearing a wedding ring

Ugh.

I cant in good concience wear a wedding ring the proper way again. At least until such point as she might choose to apologize.

Until that time... I guess I will now have to see how I deal with the temptation of women coming on to me. sigh.