I'm just starting up this thread, hoping that any friends I have here might be on right now.... I tried to call a friend down the block, and no answer. My cousin is next.
He is buying a house with her.
My kids got back today from the weekend with him. S would get his own room, D will share with the other D, same age. They went to the town picnic after.
S said x seemed happy; he thinks he has already moved on. This from the 13 year old.
God, please help me. It hurts so much. I think, in the back of my head, I was waiting for it to all fall apart, that he would eventually, maybe want to try again.
What the hell is wrong with me?
Why did he pick her and not me?
I want to call him, but I won't.
I want to beg and plead, reason with him. But I won't.
I miss him so much. I still love him.
He told me the last time we spoke that what I feel isn't love, it is obsession.
Is he right?
How am I going to do this?
The house is right in town.
He came and picked up the rest of his things tonight while I was out (arranged).
There is nothing I can do. And it hurts so much.
He didn't even email me or call me to tell me this new development; the kids told me. They all went to look at the house together.
They talked about adding 2 bedrooms over the garage. So they will be buying, not renting.
I have no idea where he got the money. S said gf will be in by half, too.
How do I go on like this? How do you live, loving someone who doesn't want you, who has moved on?
