Well we did make plans for Tuesday so that will be ok. I am proud of myself that I did not let my disapointment show. Definatly a 180 for me not to get mad and throw a fit! Wish I was joking. . .
So tomorrow I will go to work as planned and then try to get together with my own friends at night. Or maybe come home and work out and then get some writing done since this weekend was a bust. I just felt down.
I need to start putting the focus back on my own life. I am pretty good at this until I go three or four days without seeing him and then I can't seem to focus on anything else. Grrr. Why can't I get the boy outta my head!
Oh well. I am hoping to be able to talk about this army business a little on Tuesday just to see where he stands on things and what he is thinking. Should be interesting.
