Husband's Missed Oppotunity #2

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Okay, only have a moment then I get to go pick up my daughter. Today was not a good day. I have felt really good all week. Today I met H to drop of daughter for his visit. He wanted to keep her until 7:30pm because he was taking her to OW's kids' baseball game this afternoon. That was my trigger. The thought of all of them playing house - with MY daughter. The idea of him having the family, that he stole from me, with her and her kids. I hate him. I hate him for putting me through this. I hate him for making me give my daughter over to that homewrecker. I hate him for making K bounce back and forth between us. Then he says "you're still trying to run my life by telling me when and for how long I can see my daughter." I said, "you chose to leave your family. We had an agreement about custody and you are the only one that keeps changing the rules. You don't even come see her during the week, because your TOO busy. Then you expect to make it up on the weekends by wanting to keep her extra hours. The weekends are my time, too, to spend with her. I work all week, too." I hate this. I cry the whole time she is gone. I miss her. I hate that she is with THAT woman. I hate that THEY get to be a happy little family and he stole that from me and gave it to her.. Not a good day, sorry.