Hi Daisy! Thanks for the encouragement. I know I have vowed not to mention my financial situation to him anymore unless he asks specific questions. And even then I will do my best to be very nonchalant about it.
I know that he does hurt and miss me at times too but he just wants everyone to believe is "doing great". He has admitted to me in a text that "at times" he misses me and I know finacially he is not doing good either. It's just so frustrating now!! LoL. I will keep my venting to only cyber venting here!!