I am on month nine now and seems like I am in a backslide. I am just tired of it controlling my entire life, too! I want to wake up in the morning and not be sad.
I am not sure how long it will take but I hope it gets easier on you each morning. Hopefully one day soon we can both wake up with a smile on our faces.


M:38
H:42
T:20 M:19
D:18 S:17
MLC: Sometime in 2007
OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07
OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009
Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009
D final: 07/09/11