I am on month nine now and seems like I am in a backslide. I am just tired of it controlling my entire life, too! I want to wake up in the morning and not be sad. I am not sure how long it will take but I hope it gets easier on you each morning. Hopefully one day soon we can both wake up with a smile on our faces.
M:38 H:42 T:20 M:19 D:18 S:17 MLC: Sometime in 2007 OW Bomb 1: 12/28/07 OW Online relationship 2: Spring 2009 Told him I wanted D: May 10, 2009 D final: 07/09/11