Well he got some good news from the army, well good for him. I am seriously going to lose my mind if we don't get our marriage pulled back together before he leaves. I don't want to be left behind.
We talked a bit about that yesterday and then tried to make plans for tomorrow (Monday) and when I told him that I missed him he said that he misses me too. Which is a good thing. I miss hearing I love you, but I miss you works for right now.
However today he cancelled those plans but as soon as he did he asked what I am doing Tuesday. So he is not blowing me off altogether. I have to admit that it hurts though, when he cancels plans. Even if we make new ones I always feel a little rejected. I need to be stronger so that I do not center my world around him as much.
Anyways we are making plans for Tuesday so I guess I will have to wait until then to see him. It's not that far away but I feel like I am going to go insane anyways.
