I'm sorry you are feeling sad and discouraged. I know what that is like. I wish I knew the answers. The only thing I can think of is his business trip, maybe he has just been busy with work. I know that normally you would have been more involved when he was away for business purposes but in this situation maybe he is just swamped and has not had much time to think about the whole thing. You know how men can get single-minded from time to time
I would not worry too much about the trip back to your home. Things will work out the way they are meant to and stressing about it and playing the "what if" game will just make you crazy and on edge and you don't need that on top of everything. You need to stay strong. You don't want this trip to throw you back into a downward spiral. Especially since you are doing so well right now, even though it does not feel like it.
Go into it with an open mind and don't let yourself set any expectations because we all know that is a very dangerous game!
