You know what sometimes I just hate my H. He can be so cold. He is supposed to be my friend. 19 years and he can just act like he doesn't care at all. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out and wondering if this is even worth bothering about. I should just walk away and let him be miserable alone. Because he is just making me miserable along with him and our son deserves at least one parent who is not a basket case. I just can't do this right now. Maybe tomorrow. Going to cook dinner and go to bed before he comes home.
If you focus on the past, you ruin the future. You can only live for today.
