Girls, I meant lodo would get jealous because he was supposed to be picking the last movie. I think he chose "Dan in Real Life". I was just kidding around.
Okay, an interesting night. The gathering of my friends friends was already drawing down by the time we got there.
And there was no live music. At about 9pm, B called me and asked what I was up to. I told her where I was. She asked if she could join. She had left off her daughter at a bday party and had until 10:30 and she just lives a couple exits down the road and had such a bad day that she needed to vent. By the time she got there, the friends were pretty much gone, so I waited for her. She got there and we had a beer. She got something to eat. We just talked. Well, mostly her venting. Her mom, her daughter, drama stuff. At 10pm, our friend K calls. She just finished a date that went like crap and wanted to join.
So by the time K gets there, B leaves. Now I'm sitting with K and the place is closing but I go talk to the waiter to beg for a couple more beers. He brings them and looks really confused at my guest. It was funny. K is venting and wants to keep on having a drink somewhere. We head to a bier garten place. The Flying Saucer. Crowded place full of 20 somethings and about 5000 different beers. We have to sit a table with another couple and we have a few Newcastle beers and talk. Mostly between us and sometimes to the other young couple.
Interesting talk. We talk a lot. Then...
"Has B told you about my dream?" "No. What dream?" "I had a dream that you and B got married." "No sh*t?" "Yeah. We've talked about it. You know your a catch. Your a great guy, handsome. You are definately a catch. So my question is when are you and B going to get married?"
WTF!
"uh.." "You know, I would definately date you. Your a handsome guy, Roger. I told B that if she wasn't going to date you that I was going to. I haven't really pushed it because I thought you were into brunettes and I'm just a poor little blonde white girl."
Now I'm freaking out. The whole time I'm thinking "What planet am I on?" I go ahead and admit to her that I find B very attractive. I also tell K that SHE is the hottest 43 year old that I know. Really.
But......
"But you love your wife. I know."
We talk a bit more about my wife. I ask her when she had the dream. She said a few months ago, that she didn't mention it because they thought I went back to my wife.
????
I said that I haven't "been" with my wife for almost a year now, but that yes, I do still love her. Wish I didn't so much, but I'm still married to her.
We finish the night. I follow her home to make she gets there ok. If I really wanted, something most definately could have happened last night. I told ya'll that I control myself. Not what I'm looking for. Not what I want. I was so dang cool about it. Like I was someone else last night.
Until I get divorced, I keep my small bit of hope. No more guessing about B or K. K is the one that threw me for a loop. OMG she is hot.
But they now know where I stand. Talk about an ego boost. If only my wife could feel like that.
Me 47, WW 38 SS18, D15, D10
Good Bye Girl. No longer SAYING she's moving out. GBG moved out 8-1-08
"I have now decided to enjoy life instead of figure it out."
