Just lying smiling in the dark

[mishka422]

((((((((((Lisa)))))))))))

I loved reading about your conflicting feelings regarding the interaction with CEO and how you feel about your H. It made me laugh. I can certainly relate to being at odds with your own confusing emotions and feelings.

I myself have totally given up on my M but, even though I have, the strange thoughts and feelings I find myself having for CG still make me have a LOT of confusion and guilt. Not that anything will ever happen with CG, it's just my own confusion about the emotion he illicits.

You have been left and neglected. No one expects you not to have normal reactions to attractive (even with a bothersome chin)men. Only you know where your limits are and how long you are willing to allow your H to simply be a WAS and not be a STBX.

I will say it again Lisa, you are amazing! I assume you are beautiful (since I've never actually seen a pic of you I base this on your personality alone), I KNOW you are extremely intelligent, you are witty and seem to have a very warm heart. What man wouldn't want you Lisa? You are the complete package. So, that being said, never fear. If you decide to move your life in another direction, you will have no issue getting on with your life.

Have a FAB night!