I don't know what hit me today! I couldn't stop crying all morning I went out for a bit to get some fresh air since it's a beautiful day here and on the way back I was just filled with so much anger and resentment that I started crying all over again.
My H up and left got his new apartment and is not responsible for anything here. I am left to care for all the bills that were left behind and I am falling deeper and deeper into debt. I am going to be starting a part time job next week but even with that I am so scared of how I am going to make it. Yet he is just out and about with out a care in the world.
He claims all the time that he is going to help out but I have yet to see a penny and he cries how is always broke. He has no sense of money mangement and his priorities are messed up. Grrrrr!!!!
Sorry I just had to vent. It seems to be working as the tears are slowing down. There is no point in even bringing it up to him anymore because he only says what he thinks I want to hear but then never stands by his word. I just hate being like this as I have always been financially secure and worrying about being able to come up with the full rent amount next month because of all the debt scares that mess out of me.
