Acceptance....

[Cinderellaman]

Dearest WONDERFUL, CARING friends !

Thank you so much for your love and kindness !!!! It is always so comforting to come back and find such loving posts and such caring words.

I'm doing ok.

H is being indifferent and a bit cold towards me.

I haven't seen or spoken to him much, but today we spoke on the phone as he called the kids after they had gone to bed, and he seemed angry at me for having put the kids in bed early. It wasn't intetional, we have had a busy weekend, and the kids were tired. They were in bed just before 7pm, they called H but he was at the movies.... D7 jumped out of bed when he called them back at around 7.15....she had heard the phone and was still awake as she really wanted to talk to her daddy. Poor thing.

Went to a birthday party today with the kids, it was lovely. Only thing was...there were all complete families there. It still hurts, even though, I'm getting much better at it.

I know God is still out there, and I do talk to him and pray, I cry and beg, and am thankful too. Never thought life would turn out this way.
It's hard to imagine ever living with H again in my life. To be honest it seems impossible. Maybe it's for the best that he has no intentions of ever coming back.
Will he one day face his consequences...only God knows. I think life will always be 'easy' for him....it's just the way it has always been.


Thank you all so very very much for caring enough to write and encourage me. It is very much appreciated and I love you all for it !!!

You are an AMAZING bunch of people !!!!!! xxxxxxx

God bless you all !!!!