Cinders, Im so sorry you are having a difficult time. I just want you to know that God does love you and he is listening to your prayers. He already knows what it is you desire. Just let him handle all your worries. Take them and lay them at his feet. You live your life and God will take care of you.
Youre in my thoughts,
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10