My title comes from my sitch and actions Friday night.

I blew my top again and got myself in huge trouble once again with my sitch. Take it from me...keep your cool and you'll go far fast.

XH just picked up D to go to his friends house for football and dinner. He told me Friday afternoon (before the explosion) that he doesn't invite me to go with them because he can never tell how I'll react/act. He said the smallest thing could get me irritated and he doesn't like to play the guessing game. I proved him right didn't I on Friday night. \:\(

My large and important goal is to be calm, cool and relaxed; to not let stupid stuff bug the life out of me; to pick my battles; and to decide what takes me closer to my goals.


Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road