I decided to move to the seperated forum because obviously I did not belong in piecing any longer. I wonder if I ever belonged there. I wanted to name my thread "going through the same sh$t twice" like Kalni described...but decided against it. D7 is much better this morning. She says stuff like I will spend every weekend with you daddy as opposed to last night's I'll be lost without you. So, I need to turn that page and close the chapter....the book will be hard to put down however because of D7. There will be a certain amount of contact with W and for D7's sake I need to keep my anger in check. During supper I have to admit that I was a little nasty at times. At one point W complained about hot flashes and I suggested perhaps these were early signs of menopause. Knowing how much she hates the idea of aging, that was a low blow. She is also having problems with one of her fingers which could be early stages of arthritis which does run in her family. W is falling apart...maybe I traded her in just in time (some will say I should have done it a long time ago / btw before anybody gets irritated with the trading in thing, I am only joking)....actually she did not look as good as usual.....maybe she has been drinking more than usual. One thing that I found strange is that she actually asked for a hug and a kiss (on both cheeks) upon my arrival (probably to show D7 that we were friends). During supper she was touchy at some points....not sexual touchy but more touchy than you would be with a friend. I found that a litle uncomfortable and withdrew a little bit. When we parted I extended the hug and she whispered in my ear let's not give D7 any false hope. Weather does not look very nice but after lunch D7 and I will get out a little bit....spend some quality time...try to laugh a little....I think we both need it.
