I am sorry that you are feeling down, it really gets old with these guys.
They seem to bend over backwards for these chicks, and need to prove their love, and do all these different things.
It hurts. Then the hurt gets less and less about their R. Then when you look at what they do, it makes you feel a bit sorry for them in a way.
How awful it must be to live your life, like you are in a circus all the damn time.
It will get easier to detach from him, you already know that. It is how ever very hard to detach from the pain all of this madness instills on the kids.
That pain will not stop you from living your life, that pain will not stop you from having a wonderful R with your kids.
That pain will however keep you on your toes, with them. That pain will make you want to cherish every single moment with them, even the ones that were every day boring things. That pain will make you want to create these loving new memories with them. At times you will all need to feel that pain together, and cry and hug, and hear them vent.
It is not fair that our innocent children have to be taught such a big expensive lesson.
We just have to have faith, and pray that God will be with us every step of the way during this lesson.
And I want to tell you something. God ALWAYS has time to hear your words, and your praises.
Don't you ever for one minute think that to many others are praying and God's list is full.
You are unique in the eyes of God, you are His creation, just as amazing as the moon and the stars.
That is how He sees you. Your prayer requests and your praises are very important to Him.
Luv you Cinders.
Live Simply Love Generously Care Deeply Speak Kindly Leave the rest to God
