My heart is with you. I cannot add anything to Snodderly's last post, but you are a godsend to me.
poet
Poet....you brought tears to my eyes....I don't think I've ever been told that...thank you....I hope some day I can help others here as everyone has helped me...just being able to vent here takes a ton of bricks off my shoulders...instead of lashing out at H I usually come here...I do have my days but they are less and less....God Bless You!!
Snodderly....don't think my H even realized our son was right there...he just went about his thing and didn't say anything to son....broke my heart....he can't think of anyone but himself right now....we are just in the way....although H has been working so much lately I dont think he's had much time with OW...oh darn.. but really don't focus on her anymore...if that is what he chooses he's crazy.....I'm much better all the way around....he knows who took care of him and his family...he just doesn't want to admit it....and probably never will....his mom is so mad at her 3 children....they all have issues right now...she is 72...I don't know how she does it....I worry about her sometimes....after all she has been a part of my life for 30 years.....
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity