letting go

[artteach]

Small breakdown last night, he got really pissed at me, making me feel like I am in the wrong to be upset or ask questions, I know it is his own guilt and shame that is driving it, but still hurts. Back on the horse today, feeling good (or acting as if I do) and getting on with my own thing. I wanted so much for this to be over by now, but it looks like it will not be for a long time.