John, you are going through the same sh$t twice... I am sorry. You are right, at this point what she does or doesnt do shouldnt be your concern. Your only conecrn should be you and your D. You know how it goes, GAL, focus on yourself, try not to overanalyse, get lost in the past or future. Stick to today, day by day. See where it goes. Guilt about your D wont do you or your angel any good but I have been there and still am, so I cant really give an advice how to deal with that. I think you need some time to cool off and just do... nothing. Take care my friend, K
