BBJ, I just read one o fyour posts describing the martyr-like syndrome. i definately am afflicted by it.... Woke up early this morning....I am not uses to D7 sleeping with me. I intend to spend the whole day with her and try to comfort her as much as i can. I love her so much and fell an enormous amount of guilt for making her go throgh this......I bet you that W has alot less guilt. Last night's supper was ok. i tried to stay positive and happy but at times I found myself wondering why am i here. i think W sensed that and we put an end to the supper pretty quickly. i had the feeling that she needed to be somewhere else after her little supper with us....i could be wrong....but when all is said and done it does not matter. the fact that D7 is now awaare of the sitch has added a finality if you will. D7 has to become my focus...she is now my most important project.
