You still love your wife. Part of you wants her back but the other part of you knows that she is gone. I think when she comes back, you would want her to come back with some resolve and some strength of character. She isn't there now and may never be. Your mind may have all the answers but your heart won't listen. I am so sorry that you have to go through this crap. You don't deserve it.

I am going back to bed tinman. You've had a heart all along.


Me-53(and learning!)
S24, S21, D18, D17
Just keep swimming, Just keep swimming. Dory