Lisa, 10 months ago you wouldnt even know what CEO was doing or not doing. I know you love your H but frankly I think that love is getting a bit "tired". It's natural and understandable and does not "belittle" your efforts, your commitement, your devotion. Dont feel guilty about your butterflies. You are only human (although sometimes you got me wondering)...
You are making a choice to hold on to your M and that is (the same for everybody else here) honorable. But, you cant control the fact that no matter how hard you are holding on, when there is no "feedback", no progress, no giving from his side, your heart slowly reacts...(not to mention possums, beavers etc)
I am sure your choice is the same at this point. Just dont be hard on yourself for feeling good with CEO's attention. Life is too short. Love K
