random Dommage

[Dom R]

sigh...
i'm tired. and not just because it's almost 11pm, and I have been getting less than my standard sleep, for more than a week

or maybe it is. I dunno.


I WANT TO BE HAPPY! Or at least, as happy as I can be, given the situation.
I want to be with a woman who actually APPRECIATES THE EFFORT I PUT IN to a relationship.
My wife does not appear to fit that description.
She hasnt, for over 7 years. She's done little more than complain about how SHe isnt getting what SHE wants. From children, to "not being supported with the children", to
[whatever else SHE wants to do for HER].
For over 7 years, our whole marriage has pretty much been "all about her", and what SHE thought was important.
Yet she has zero appreciation for it.
I get zero appreciation, but 100% blame. for EVERYTHING.

That's what a husband is for, I guess. 'cause after all, he's the closest person other than herself around, so clearly, it's his fault.