Cinders think of it as a learning maybe God is trying to show you something.
When all this happened for me, I was devastated, blamed my h, was so angry and so resentful.
Now I feel this journey was more for me than it is for my h. I have learned so much along the way. I have learned to love unconditionally which is so hard to do and my faith has grown so strong.
God is there he just might not be answering the way you want him to.
Me 50 H 42 S 22 S 9 D 7 M 12 T 17 H moved out 8/2006 H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks H moved home 5/2011 for good
"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"