ps: suggestion. Stop sticking up for people. Let them fight there own battles.
Yeah ok, fix my broken heart. Move on... Let her see I'm healed without her. I think I'm getting there.
I do leave her alone. I don't call her. The last couple of days, I think was a last ditch effort because of the dream I had about her. I feel really good. Every last instance of interaction I continue to be calm and say stop acting this way or that way. Stop yelling at me.
I don't think any of that matters. She looks for any little fault. She was driving me crazy today because my son is with me instead of her. Now I don't make him stay. He even said thanks dad for not making me do what I don't want to do. If I want to stay with mommy, you let me stay. If I want to stay with you, you let me stay. I don't force them to do anything. He said mommy always does. She makes us go to grandma's, she makes us stay with her, she goes to work now.
He is friggin six years old and can see how lame she is.
Let her be... I am. I don't go running down her house panting at the door. It's about these kids and how she manipulates them to get what she wants, and how she throws them around like rag dolls.
