Yes, I know what you mean. I do my best to not think of everything that has gone on for this past year. Sometimes it is so painful!!! I guess with today being a year since he told me it had my mind going back there.
You just don't go to someone & say you want a D when you have never even discussed having problems! Ok, don't go there!!!!
I worked really hard on my kitchen today & I'm really tired. Tomorrow I'm going to church, then come home & watch football. I love football, I wish H was here to watch it with me, oh well maybe one day.