Hey Daisy, it was a backslide but I pull my boots back up and go for it again I do know what I need to do. I'm not going to initiate any calls or texts that don't have anything to do with D or work. Today I never contacted him. I would have gotten groceries even if I had to get a cab home. It just turned out that he was around when we got back from our hike so I asked if he could pick me up. He had no problem agreeing.
Tomorrow he's going with D to a friends house to watch American Football and have dinner. I'm not invited but that's ok.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*