Trying not to count my chickens!

[peacetoday]

Upside
I am glad you let him go alone..That was probably a good idea
and you are doing well..This part does seem difficult b/c you do get many positives
the trip idea also seems like progress..your H wants to find his way back..it just his way, his time
and I guess we all know no matter what we do it doesnt bring them back any faster
so live your life in between his contact like glam said
give him affirmations and your self too
you are doing well
peace