no expectations 9

[peacetoday]

Hi friends
Millicent
glad you are doing well
Upside and Nlt thanks for visiting
D is difficult it certainly adds more stress to a very torn relationship
H just here to take S7
He looked at me..He looked sad as if crying
I sense the tears are there, only he cant get in touch with them
and he tries to run but cant anymore
So I sense he is entering a true depression
I may be wrong b/c I have thought he was depressed for a year but this seems deeper now
anyway..we talked for a brief moment
He has a few health things going on
he appears confused- we talked about L and how we will talk this week
something he is avoiding??? of course
I read the book the script..It is excellent and it is clear how many of our H fall into this to a T
I really liked the ending the finale
the author said..the men all say they didnt expect it to be this way..she says most regret the choices, but will never admit it
sad!
anyway..I will always love my H..I will probably always keep an open line there for him to grab onto and help him
but I am going through with my D
I will move on in an appropriate time
Peace