I think what he meant is that everyone knows about the child but he has to carry this with him: the child he never told anyone about, his cheating on you, the way he is treating all of you, his moving out, his ow--he has to carry this with him the rest of his life. He does know right from wrong but right now he is on a fast moving train and he cannot stop it.
The Bomb: 08/05 H moves out: 06/2006 H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07 H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08 H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09 Divorced 08-12 Kids: 22, 20, 19