Ok still feeling pretty sad this morning-about to send out the Dublin email anyway.
On another weird note, I feel like I'm suddenly being tested. Within the last 2 days, I've suddenly had contact from 2 men who have tempted me in the past. One of them is a business partner, 15 years older than me and based in Munich. He asked if he could come to Poland on September 16th. Of course there is a legitimate business reason for his visit, so I said yes. However, I know he hopes for more. I will of course not go there, but this just came out of the blue.
The other one contacted me 5 minutes ago by email (first time in months) to ask how I was. We used to have a thing before my H and I were together, and he is the one about whom I said in a previos post I'd had some inappropriate email correspondence with in the past. Well he's married now with kids. Thing is I don't think he's happy in his M, and he sends me messages with innuendos. I of course won't go there either, but so weird to get these both within 24 hours...
WTH???
ITH
Me:34 H:36 M:5 years T: 8 years Bomb: 07/17/08 I want to be separated for 6 months--I don't know what I want the outcome to be S 07/28/08-11/08/08 Living together ~7 months D Possibly busted?!?!!!
