For the Guy with Kids and a WW 11

[hopeful4her]

Well, although the music was good, that was not as fun as I had hoped. Going to a bar alone kinda sucked. Too many couples, too many groups of people. Mixed groups, groups of ladies and groups of guys. All drinking too much and basically hitting on each other. Kinda weird to watch. Something that needs to be done with a friend or something.

I actually came home before I went out. Made myself something to eat and had a couple of beers. Heading out, I call D11 to say goodnight before she forgets to call me. She doesn't want to go to the family thing, so I won't see them until Sunday.

kat, so far I'm open to whatever.

AT, I just can't seem to NOT love my wife. So there's the rub. That being the case, she is in my daily thoughts. Not a constant thought, but a daily thought. Somewhere, somehow something triggers it.

Like tonight. I went out for myself. I wasn't doing it for her. On the way home however, I thought about her. The fun we had doing the music thing. To get home, I have to pass her apartment. To get to work, the grocery store, the video store, anywhere... I have to pass her apartment. I call my girls and I can hear her in the background.

I am still married to her. That won't change until she divorces me. This past August put us at 14 years.

And I believe the bible is a guide for life.