Maybe a break from the emotion(a little detaching)
I was doing better with that. Went weeks without really talking to her. Not touching her and it sucked. Then I was getting better at the fact that she wanted nothing to do with me. Then I had that damn dream. That's why I got all emotional and clingy again.
I mean I was cleaning two weeks ago and I found a bunch of her hair. I put it in some paper and carry it in my wallet, because that is all I have. The rest is crumbs...
