Kissak I haven't kept up lately with your thread, but where I think you get confused is that you allow your h to get you sucked into ow convos and drama etc. I wouldn't want to have those kinds of convos.
Also did your h really hear that God says D is ok. We lots of times think that is God, since that is what we may want for our lives. I highly doubt that was Gods message.
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