Hi Kimmie! I actually wasn't getting many post on this forum so I went to midlife but I do still come here & check. I also went to midlife b/c I feel that my ex is in full blown MLC!!!
I actually didn't hear from my ex but I heard about him, he got married to the OW on July 20th! Our D was final April 8th. It just about killed me!!!!
I was very depressed for a while but I just prayed & felt this peace about things. I still haven't given completely up on him b/c I feel he was brain washed, he just doesn't do things like this. I may be totally wrong but I just can't let go right now. I know I probably should but in my heart I don't feel like I can right now. I still can't imagine my life without him.
I'm down this weekend, in 1994 my bother died on Sept. 3rd & last year ex told me he wanted a D on Sept. 6th. So, a year ago tonight, I thought everything was fine. Now a year later & all this just has my head spinning.
