Nothing much to report here...spoke to H a bit on the phone...kind of had R talk. Got on the subject of sex...I was flirting a little....he said sex is too confusing. I asked him what was confusing about it...he said it made him "emotional". I decided I shouldn't pry and just said...I know what you mean.
Lord how I miss a man I took for granted for so long...I feel like someone took my blinders off and I looked around and realized all the good I had in my life I let slip away. Not feeling sorry for myself...I know it's up to me to put my life back together but feeling very melancholy....probably because I'm by myself cause D is at a sleepover...I think I'll go read a book or something.
