Can someone please tell me if I have lost the plot? I'm seriously emotional and un-centered and I'm struggling to know what to do...
Friday morning - talked to H about bathroom stuff. Fun conversation, H was helpful and kind. He gave the impression that he would call me later, but I might be reading too much into 'speak to you soon etc'?
Friday night - nothing. I thought he might call with an idea about something we could do together...
Saturday morning - nothing. I send H a text saying 'hey we should catch up sometime, I've got a birthday present for you.' H texts back - 'oohh sounds exciting. I will be out tomorrow so lets stay in touch'. (H saying 'I will be out tomorrow' means 'I will be visiting next door neighbour to go wakeboarding')
My initial though is - I'm the booty call after wakeboarding. I feel like I need to set a boundary now that if H wants to see me, he needs to make a plan, and I'm not the after thought of wakeboarding, just cause its convenient for H to see me then.
Tomorrow is Father's Day, so I will be busy with my family, and given my mood (really teary and upset) I dont want to see H anyway.
I know its bad that I had expectations. How do I get rid of them? Also bad that I'm upset - its not a big deal, but I'm obviously not able to accept that H doesnt really want to see me, and isnt going to make an effort.
Should I ignore him? Should I text him back to say that Sunday wont be good for me? Should I just send him the tickets (his birthday present) in the mail, and go dark for a while?
