Thank you so much, Up, for responding. I just re-read your last two posts.
It's not that I don't want to tell H how I feel - it is just why would I do that? It is more than apparent that he doesn't care about anyone else except himself. I could bang my head against a brick wall and get the same reaction.
My daughter's request today just completely threw me. But you may be right - she may sense something. We have been getting along very well for a while now. She is happy in school, etc. I just don't know what prompted it. And you know how I am about my kids.....
I am breathing but still being consumed by the thoughts of it. I know, that with time, this will pass.
But....I don't think that I can handle the 50/50 thing.
