God give me the patience and the strength...6

[theotherhalf]

I'm sorry WCW. But thanks for being here for me. I don't know how to stop. These feelings are ALWAYS here. I fight them 24/7. I feel like H's yesterdays garbage and have told him that many times. Nothing helps. Counceling doesn't help. GALing doesn't help. Posting here doesn't help. Work, etc...

The only time I feel joy anymore is when I spend time with H and family. They are so deep in my soal. Like the song by Keith Anderson. It fits me to a T. Otherwise I feel so empty.

I have to go get N14 from VB. I'll be back...