Looking for some more patience!

[kissak]

You know MWG, My H calls me nearly everyday. He is the one who texts me everyday. She thinks it's ME doing all the calling and texting. Im sure she would be very surprised to see how he even acts around me. Very flirty most times. Im sure its only going to take once for her to pass the counter where his cellphone is and once when hes in the shower she will be tempted to pick it up and look at it. He will get comfortable enough one day to stop deleting things she wouldnt want to see. She will find it one day just as I did. He cheated on me, on her and to my knowledge other girlfriends, before we got married. I know it will only take time for HIM to mess up.

Im sure once the newness fades, her controling nature will abound! I know it will all take time. Most of there R already is one big text message!

Just sucks that I have to go through seeing them happy for now. Your right though BFM, I get to decide whether he can come back. You know I asked him recently on a down day of his, didnt he see how down hill things had gotten for him. That God would only cause his problems to get worse until he started living for him....he said he didnt see that.

Im afraid for him by what God is going to do to wake him up. I guess going 60 mph down a highway and having your tire fall off, not once but twice werent enough!