I asked if I could do anything to help him catch up, lol and he said find me a new job??? I said sure wanna come work here??? He says NO!!!! I said, uh, it was a joke...remember what a joke is????

And I got off the phone first. After trying twice to get off the phone, and he would say something else.

I also notice he is not gauging how I sound on the phone to determine his tone of voice anymore. If he is doing well, he sounds well. If he is pi$$y, he sounds pi$$y, but I know it does't have anything to do with me.

I just sound happy all the time. Must be the drugs ;\)

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..