I'm frustrated w/ the situation as well and I can only pray for a solution to the parenting time so my W can't control and punish me by withholding my D from me. That is exactly what she's doing right now.
Phoenixdeux, I am hoping to be able to let go very soon. In fact, the sooner the better. I'm hopeful that an established parenting schedule will assist w/ this as right now I am tied up in knots. Once this schedule is set, I'll be able to figure out if the knots are due to our parenting time arrangement or if they are more created by me. Just knowing will go a long way to moving forward. I just feel stuck right now and I hate being in this place.
I did get to talk w/ D last night after leaving her a message, but W got on the phone and told me that D got in trouble for speaking "gibberish" in class and that I needed to stop doing this w/ her. I thanked her for letting me know and then she abruptly handed the phone back to D. It was pretty non-coincidental to me that D then said, "I don't feel like talking any more and I have to go." I miss my baby so much.
Other than that, I'm fighting a wonderful chest cold, so in a way it will be good to be alone as I'll be able to rest. However, I'd rather see my D than rest alone any day.
