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Needing hugs, needing to hear ILY


I have only been like that this week. Because all of it stopped. Before the bomb I was not needy.

Then she pulled the crap, that I never loved her. She felt like I never loved her.

Constant pressure... Really I leave her alone. Only recently I have been texting her all day. Because I have been doing this for 10 months. She was a six month at home WAW. I basically left her alone. When she got home I would rub her down, and then I would leave her alone. In the morning I would go and lay with her. What ticked her off is that I would try and be intimate. Because I just kept thinking if we are intimate then she'll want to be with me.

That was the best part of our relationship. No matter how bad we fought, or was mad at one another the intimacy always got us back on track.

Now she wasn't allowing that to happen.

Gosh she used to do that to me when we were dating. I would be so ticked at her. She would throw herself at me and I would forget what I was even mad about and it didn't matter.

Frank, I think you are absolutely right. I don't need to prove myself to anybody here.