Okay opened a new thread. Sorry, been busy here today, they have built a tent in the parking lot and I am now the proud owner of a University of Texas at El Paso tank top. I am not much of a joiner, but somehow, this is going to be fun...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I am so excited!! This party is going to be great.
Had great interaction w/ H last night via text message. We were texting back and forth...and then all of a sudden nothing. I am sure it had something to do w/ work, but I hate when this happens. It takes me back to the weekend he deliberately ignored any call or text, which was a while ago. The only difference is that I have not tried to contact him.
It is strange, we seem to be going along great, and then all of a sudden I don't hear a word.
Am still hoping he shows up at the bash tonight, but not expecting it. Either way, I plan on having a fabulous time!!!
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
Lola you are going to have a fabulous time with your fabulous self! I'm actually kinda jealous. It sounds like it is going to be a blast. With or without H.
You know how is work schedule is, and it did get crazier yesterday...Even if it doesn't have to do with that, you know he will come back around, he always does.
He did call me, said he was really sorry he didn't call last night or answer but he fell asleep. I told him it was okay, he probably needed it. I did tell him I couldn't shoot him like he requested because they don't allow smoking in jail anymore
Anyway, we chatted for a while, and he said they just assigned him two new cases to investigate and he has to still get caught up with a ton of narratives so he won't be able to make it tonight
I said oh well...you are going to miss a kick a$$ party...
I miss him. I wish he would just look at me and say you know what?? Just come home...
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
I asked if I could do anything to help him catch up, lol and he said find me a new job??? I said sure wanna come work here??? He says NO!!!! I said, uh, it was a joke...remember what a joke is????
And I got off the phone first. After trying twice to get off the phone, and he would say something else.
I also notice he is not gauging how I sound on the phone to determine his tone of voice anymore. If he is doing well, he sounds well. If he is pi$$y, he sounds pi$$y, but I know it does't have anything to do with me.
I just sound happy all the time. Must be the drugs
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
It really is amazing, that we have really started to get comfortable in the friendship again. I really am enjoying that, being able to joke a little, laugh, and pick each other up just by a phone call.
And I remember how it turned into more the last time too
Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..
