I just realized I called XH...H. It's like word vomit. This girl that I had never met before was transferred to this office a couple of weeks ago and when I met her she asked if I was married. It just came out...I said yes...WHY would I do that?? I didn't even have to say I was divorced....could have just simply said no. It was like I had no control over my words! Ugh. I am doing better, but I still hate this.